About last post

Alright you know what? I'll explain last post.

The last post wasn't about me actually wanting to go back and actually "licking" the "wound" I created. Hell, I shouldn't have placed that shit at all!

Look, I know some of you (you know who you are and don't try to act like an idiot) have posted on your wall what I consider a fucking insult to something I did OUT OF MY HEART! This is the last time I ever post ANYTHING regretting my actions. If you can't bear for someone who harmed you to come back and say "alright I was wrong, I apologize" then you don't need to hear my apologies now don't you? No, in fact, I am right, you don't need to hear shit from me!

I really try to be at peace, I really do, but you people would rather be stuck up assholes and bitch about how "soft" I become all of a sudden. You know? Last time I did this shit I got insulted also, so fuck all of you, I am not posting anything soft, ever, period. And if you ask "oh, but you tend to do it anyways" well guess what? I WON'T FUCKING DO IT! Just posts about my week or month from now on, don't wanna stare at any of your bullshit any longer.

Now, for my ex-girlfriend (who started some bullshit post) let me tell you: HAHAHAHAHA! Really? Me trying to clean up a mess? No, I merely was wishing you to have a nice life, I am not interested in coming back with you nor do I have feelings for you anymore. I mean, sure, you still hold a place in my life, and as a person I wish you the best since I can't hate you (alright, I admit, I was so pissed off at you that I woke up for 3 weeks getting upset at you but couldn't do shit about it, so I just made journals about how stupid you were, and I'm still pissed at you and everytime I think about you it fucking pisses me off FYI!) but seriously, stop assuming shit I haven't even said nor implied. The song was just to wish you a happy life, not to give you an excuse to blow off your top and actually post that shit. Besides, why should I regret telling you shit I am glad now I told you? You were the one who declared yourself single and looking even though I was in deep shit, didn't even tried to hear me out (which was all I wanted at the time I called you when it happened what happened), getting jealous about my friends (which you didn't have a right to, they are MY fucking friends, and definitely not yours) and putting my family down the floor (I should have left you THEN! I am the only one who can say shit about my family, you had no right to do it but I let you and now I regret it)... seriously, knock it the fuck off.

I must admit though, you do have a point, I am fucking egocentric but you know what? I love being this way, that way I don't have to deal with idiots like you, who think are always right! And well, you might expect me to recognize the good things you did for me, but really if you think about it I didn't ask you to do "anything" for me. If you have a high developed brain (which I seriously doubt since I have to explain this shit) I asked you to do things that in the long run would benefit YOU (like the stop smoking thing, that wasn't a sacrifice you cunt, I just didn't want you to die or to have an oxygen tank at your side and I having to watch you in pity, but go ahead, screw your lungs, as you can see I could give less of a shit about it, since it's your life, all I can do is recommend you to stop it because it's bad), so stop saying that you did "something" for me, because you did NOTHING for me.

By the way, what the hell do you mean by a "solution"? All you did was run away so don't come to me with "solution" because between us you are the worst of the two.

[EDIT: Close? If by close you also mean close enough to where you certainly tried to blackmail me more than once then I do not share your closeness, please get away from me if that's where you're coming from you idiot!]

And if you feel upset about my own final compromise of it all then just look out the window: I have a life long enough to be hating you all of it. As a person I don't hate you, as a woman I would never want to date you, as a friend I don't need you, and as an enemy most definitely not, I don't have enemies. I am just replying to you to give you the juice of what I did, not because I care, I am indifferent to what happens to you, I don't wish you harm though.

By the way, murphy's law states that everything that can go wrong will go wrong, you used it wrongly in your post, that proves again my theory, that you'll never stop being an idiot, so do yourself a favor and try next time to come with better arguments about why you're pissed off, alright? (pat in the back).

With that said, the rest of you can eat me.